in 2007 God began to take me on a journey into my heart. i wasn't ready till then. ready to face some hard things about my past, about myself. He gave me a picture (in my mind) of a cauldron filled with stinky, putrid water. it began to swirl and the impurities began rising to the surface. unless they rise we cannot see them. if we can't see them we can't name them and begin the process of healing. i am still on that journey...and though it is hard at times, i can truly say, it is a splendid adventure.
He also gave me a scripture that i cling to. "God rewrote the text of my life when i opened the book of my heart to His eyes." (Psalm 18: 24) msg
Praise be to God He is faithful and does what He says!
Grace and peace to you my friends.